Wednesday, August 19, 2009 ♥
♥ 8:23 AM
i don't know what to do...
seriously.
up and downs.
hot and cold.
how?
pls, don't take it for granted. i really cannot take it anymore...
crying overnight, thinking about you all the time.
everytime , when i recieved a messsge, i looked forward.thinking that it would be you..
but after hours and hours, its not.
i let you do what you want, gave you what you wanted, letting you have as much freedom as possible.
but what about me?
disappointments,neglectings.
how am i suppose to live on like this...
messages from you could actually just brighten up my day.i plead for replies.sometimes,i wonder.why am i even doing that? you brought me to the heaven , and throw me down to hell...
as i paced back and fourth all these time,cause i honestly believed in you.
i was a dreamer before you let me down...